I know this is quite a surprise to you, but honestly sayang you are thin enough to be broken into pieces. And I mean that literally with no hidden agenda. You are a frail girl who has been gifted by the power of the universe to be very strong. Of course, I myself have issues with my weight and my confidence is as little as a sixteenth of theirs. Clearly, "
they have confidence beyond belief,they have the perfect figure,the talent and the pretty faces." is an overstatement in my case. Yang lain tu memang sebegitu. Including you actually. You just don't see it.
Just to let you know that I'm battling with myself as well. You are not alone. I am here with you. But I am going to change this as soon as Spm finishes. I've promised myself, and I promise you now. I know some people will say, "Why don't you just start now?" I know how I will do this and it isn't going to be pretty. I've battled with depression before so to speak, and no one knows about it. Because I've never had you guys with me. [Yes, Anisa was my best friend when I was fifteen, but I didn't tell her then too.]
I believe that you will come to the point where you believe in yourself. Because you're not that far away from it now.
So again, I'm saying that I'll help you in any way possible. All you have to do is ask. I don't have to run the mile because I am already there. <3